Everything is hurting right now. My head hurts. My body hurts. My stomach hurts. Yadda Yadda Yadda. I don't have work for the next two days. I'm going to be working for my dad instead, so that means getting up at 7 instead of 8. It will keep my mind off everything so hopefully it won't be that terrible. I don't want to talk to anyone. I don't want to hang out with anyone. I don't want to be in my room. I don't want to be anywhere. Not a second goes by where I don't think about it. I just want things to be right. I am just going to be patient and hope for the best because that's all I can do. I don't want to think. I need a huge distraction.
Oh yeah, I'm working on the 4th.