Monday, March 28, 2011

what is it to you?

So my hair is black again 
with some red up in the front.
the red just wasn't doing it for me anymore i guess. 
other than that, gallery 51 opening on thursday
i'm far from excited on that one even though i should be.
shouldn't i? 
i'm going to bed soon just so that i don't have to think about anything
even though i'll wake up every other hour just because
and i'll check my phone to see if anyone texted me
there won't be any texts
i'll probably look out the window to see if it's light out
it will be
i'll change positions a thousand times
and never get comfortable.
yadda yadda yadda.

oh. i don't like tumblr. 
i can't use it.
it bores me to death.
Here are some things I like
(this list might be short compared to the things i DONT like)
The color green (but not this one)
Stepping on crunchy leaves, and the smell of fall
Buying a pumpkin and being pumped about carving it (i never will)
Warm, sunny weather. 
Being all around happy and not caring about anything
Hanging out with Rosie / my other animals
Sleeping but not dreaming
Tattoos (that's a given)

I don't want to write anymore.

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

the world at large

I'm home at the moment, hanging out with Rosie. She's actually staring at me right now while I'm writing this. My space heater is on and I'm sitting with my legs extended towards it. I'm listening to Modest Mouse and enjoying it even though my computer is infected with a virus and my Norton is expired. Figures. Other than that, I'm home until the 20th. I didn't figure anyone would ask me to hang out, and it's exactly as I expected. No one has asked me to hang out, no one has even talked to me. I'm perfectly fine with that. I'm completely over it. I have no reason to look back now. I have no reason to go back to that. I understand that people are busy, but there's always time for other people. Especially people you care about. I have people I care about, and I will continue to make time for them always. As for everyone here, It doesn't really matter to me anymore. 

Don't get me wrong, it kinda makes me sad, it kinda pisses me off, it kinda makes me want to punch peoples faces. At the same time there is really no reason why I should have expected anything more. This week I've hung out with my nana, my aunt elaine, justin, my parents. I'm fine with that. The week is going by pretty fast, but that's okay. When I get back I get to see good people.  

I don't really have anything more to say. I have homework to do. I have more to read. I need to have a cigarette, and I need to stop rosie from eating that bug. 

Tuesday, March 8, 2011


In the process of dying my hair. I spilt a HUGE amount on the floor, luckily we have inspections soon so I did it just in time. I got some comet and cleaned that shit. I think that's what its called. If it's not, its the powder stuff. Then I stepped in it, and then I tracked it into my room. If that's not enough, I have a huge amount of it on my arm, that I didn't notice until after I cleaned it all up and then smudged in on the floor some more. 

Seriously? Is that necessary? Ugh. Now I have to wait until at least midnight so that I can wash this out of my hair. Not sure why I decided to dye my hair now. I'm usually in bed by now. I'm so cool.

Besides that? Uh. Today's tuesday and i didn't go to my second class because I felt like death. That class kills me, it's so boring. I didn't have my third class. Psych! Then I hung out with Chrystina and Brenna. Noice. This post is really boring because I don't have anything to say. Wait, wait, wait...Spring Break in like 5 days. I'm pumped. I get to go home and see Rosie and my family. That's pretty awesome. That's only because I don't do anything else while I'm home. I'm perfectly okay with that because I will get to sleep and take Rosie for walks and poop in the security of my own home. 


Thursday, March 3, 2011

yew toob

Manchester Harbor. I spend a lot of time there during the summer.
Coolidge Reservation. Super pretty area. Cutter/Dann/Amelia
My nana totally wasn't ready for the picture. I made sure that I got one of her anyways though. She's sitting on my grandfather's bench (her husband). My nana is the person I look up to most in this world. She is wonderful.
 Kitty Mow when she was just a little baby. Aw look at that adorable face.
I like to take pictures of people and things. My favorite THING being clouds. So if you have pictures of clouds you want to share with me, I would be more than happy to accept them. The last picture was at ...err... Wahconah Falls? I don't know how it's spelled and I don't even know if that was the name of it. It doesn't matter though. I don't really have anything to say in this post either. 

I've been spending a lot of time with some awesome people at MCLA which makes me happy. Granted I'll be graduating this summer, at least I still have plenty of time to hang out with them. Spending less time in my room is always a good thing. 

Tomorrow I get to sleep in! I'm pumped but not really. I don't usually stay here on friday's. Maybe Blake will pick me up when he gets out of work. It all depends on how tired he is though. 

Ok gahhbye. 


Tuesday, March 1, 2011

priority mail.

I dyed my hair red. I figured that I could be unprofessional for now considering I don't have a job. It didn't work entirely because my hair was black before then, but hey whatever. I almost shaved all my hair off until I remembered I was trying to grow it out. We will see what happens when the summer comes and it's hot again. I really like having a bald head, it's a wonderful feeling. Everyone should shave their head at least once.

Other than that. I'm back at school until Saturday morning. Unless I could get a ride to Blake's on Friday night but I'm pretty sure that won't be happening. Unless I hot-wired someone's car but I don't know how to do that and I'm pretty lazy when it's cold out. I have a shit ton of work to do this week. 

Nine days until spring break. Well, nine days until I'm supposed to go home for spring break but I don't know how I will be getting there. I'm completely broke except for the 6 dollars I have in my wallet. Hopefully someone can come pick me up otherwise it looks like I'm stuck here. I would really love to see Rosie, Lucy, Callie, Bella, Autumn, Henry, oh and my family. Of course I listed off all the animals first. 

I guess it's time for a smoke. I'm not really fond of going outside when it's "36 degrees" outside. The weather thing on my desktop has been saying that its 36 for like the past two weeks. It's totally not. It's lying. I wish it would tell me the truth sometimes. Bastardly thing.